Reflections

All of the money and time and stuff

All of the money and time and stuff

Remember that old saying, 'crime doesn't pay'? I think they meant to say 'art'.

I am continually scratching my head, trying to figure out just how to make art pay. How to make a living from this life. Don't get me wrong, it's worth every non-penny it brings my way, but it would be awful nice to sustain a family with these creative gifts, too.

This struggle isn't only mine, of course. It may well be yours, too. And it is certainly, thus far, the story of the Bleeding Heart Art Space.


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Onto the shores (at the end of Urban Bridge Church)

Onto the shores (at the end of Urban Bridge Church)

This Sunday we voted to close the best church I’ve ever been a part of. Urban Bridge Church is ending after nine years. We were asked whether we should continue, or not. It was the hardest ‘no’ I’ve ever had to write. It feels painfully cruel and heart-poundingly necessary at once. My ‘no’ met with other ‘no’s’ to seal the fate of our little community. 

I am proud of those no’s. They may turn out to be the most courageous thing our church has ever done


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The Hardest Part

The Hardest Part

The people around the table are old friends. New friends. Friends brought together by a church who has just collectively decided to close the doors. In as much as we ever had our own doors to close. 

It in in this moment, breaking the bread in two and passing it around, the separation hits me. Arrow to heart. I look around and realize the weight of leaving this community. 


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When Everything Changes

When Everything Changes

Birds leave nests and caterpillars become butterflies and seeds become flowers and it is all difficult–painful even. Yet it is all transformative in ways we cannot predict or even dare to hope for.

And yeah, sometimes you just wish things would stay the same. Stasis is easier. Stasis is comfortable.


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Reaching for PERFICT: Confessions of an Insecure Producer

Reaching for PERFICT: Confessions of an Insecure Producer

This will be the ninth Bridge Songs event I have produced. The ninth time I’ve made wonderful plans and watched the whole jalopy shake apart as we raced toward the finish line. 

But we’ve always reached the finish line, even if parts have fallen by the wayside.

I know that, but I’m still nervous. Not for the reasons you would think.


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The Reason I Write

The Reason I Write

In the then-current issue of the Rat Creek Press, I had a piece about my ’new’ hi-fi system. A wooden cabinet record player straight out of Don Draper’s appartment. I wrote about the experience of listening to records. The connections the records were building with my wife and I. With our whole family. The forced labour of getting up to flip the record and skip the skips. The intentionality of it all. The attention that listening to music once demanded. No shuffle. No stream-fed playlist.

People read that article. At least one of those readers really got what I was saying. We connected. He responded. He brought records to my house. In his words, we ‘B.S.’d a bit.’


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What is Your Eustress?

Discipline is one of those things we all know we need, but cannot seem to get into. Like 8 glasses of water a day. Like fresh air and frequent breaks. Like however many servings of fruits and veggies we’re supposed to have nowadays.

But discipline, like regular exercise, stretches the muscles. And when it is creative discipline, it is our creative muscles.


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On Being Disappointed

On Being Disappointed

Last night I had to cancel a workshop I was leading. I had to cancel because no one was coming. I’m not going to pretend this wasn’t embarrasing. Humbling. Concerning even.

But I'm hoping you'll help me grow.


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